Monday, July 31, 2006
EVERYTHING IS SERIOUSLY CHANGING.I HATE IT.
I cannot take it anymore.
Everyday I feel like ASDFGHJKL:"
I have no idea how to describe it.
This feeling just SUCKS.
I don't want things to turn out like this.
AHHHHHH.
I think we/i shouldn't have told her that.
ONLY SHE knows what I am talking about.
NEVERMIND.
This blog is a EMO blog.
But it's also like talking to myself(:
So if anyone don't understand then too bad :P
Oh well, I really hate it.
I want to leave 2S.After math and life sci test recently, I totally feel like giving up.
I STUDIED SO HARD for life sci and in the end i still FAIL.
Whatever i do will FAIL.
THEN WHAT'S THE POINT?
After trying so many times, you will get tired. I AM. I REALLY AM.
I know I am already very lucky and fortunate.
In some ways, I am better than others.
But just why STUDIES I can't?!
I DID put in my best before. I REALLY DID. But still FAIL.
It didn't happen before. Everything started THIS YEAR.
JUST THIS YEAR. I can't stand it.
EVERYTHING TOTALLY CHANGE THIS YEAR.
THE PAST PREVIOUS YEARS THINGS LIKE THAT NEVER HAPPEN.
UNTIL YOU APPEAR. I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD HATE YOU.
I AM TRYING NOT TO.
I TOTALLY HAVE NO IDEA. I JUST HOPE 1 OR 2 FRIENDS CAN JUST BE AT MY SIDE TELLING ME HOWWW.
If end of the year I kena kick out, I will be sad.
But I won't be VERY SAD. Cause i know i can't cope and I rather go to a lousier school to buck up slowly. EVERYTHING JUST SUCKS! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE EVERYTHING! I CANNOT TAKE ITTTTTT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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Ok, I am so sorry. Those obove was CRAP. I am just angry. I THINK? Haha. Oh well,
I understand her feeling. Missing something is very disgusting.
But just live on! Ahhhh! Ok, I am talking rubbish :D
LALALA!
BOO! WILL THE ENDING BE NICE?
GOD! DON'T DO THIS TO ME!
THOUGH I AM A FREE THINKER, SOMETIMES I DO BELIEVE IN GOD.
I JUST HOPE GOD WOULD CHANGE MY LIFE. CHANGE IT FOR ME.
MAKE IT A TOTALLY DIFFERENT ONE.
`joanne :D :/ :(
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